May is my favorite month, not just because my birthday is on the 18th, but because it’s Masturbation Month. If you know anything about me at all, you know that I can Fap Along with the best of them. Since we’re basically all stuck at home right now with nothing to do but explore ourselves and Marie Kondo the fuck out of our houses, I think it’s time that we took a deep dive into self love and figured out what makes us tick.
Now that I’m single, I’m trying new stuff out. I feel like I’ve been in a bit of a sex rut the last few years and I want to do my best to brake myself the fuck out of it.
One of the things that I’ve been toying around with are different types of orgasms. I bought a few new dildos when I got laid off from my day job (no worries, I’m going back in two weeks) and one of them turned out to be a little bit longer and thinner than I’m used to. At first I was disappointed, because you Peepz know how much I love a good hole stretch, but I threw caution to the wind and decided to try it out.
What happened to my body was something that I’d never experienced before. There was a spot that I don’t think anyone else had ever touched. It felt…good…different definitely, but so fucking good. I kept hitting the spot inside me (as one does) and the resulting orgasm was so different than my regular orgasms. I knew that I was going to be “chasing the dragon,” to rediscover that sensation again and again.
My whole body came. That’s really the only way that I can describe it. The orgasm wasn’t a wave, like a G-spot or clitoral orgasm. It was warm and took over my entire brain. I was shocked, honestly. I’ve been fucking myself a few times a day for the past two decades, so the new experiences that I end up giving myself are few and far between at this point. I’ve been able to recreate that orgasm three other times now, so I’m pretty sure that I’ve officially added it to my masturbatory repertoire.
For the month of May, I’m doing a self-exploratory dive into all of my pleasure zones. I want to relearn how I like to be touched and how I want my partners to touch me. Sex has always been about the hunt for the orgasm, but I want to enter into the next stage of my life with a different point of view. Pleasure is what I’m looking for now. Not just the apex of orgasming quickly. I want to feel every bit of my body and figure out new ways to make myself feel good. Squirting has been off the table for so many years and I know that my body can still do it. My homework for this week is to make myself experience that all over again.
Masturbation Month couldn’t have cum at a better time for me. I’m excited to spend each day diddling and doing new things to myself that my imagination has held me back from in the past.
What kind of self-love treats are you planning on giving to yourself this month? Do you have any special fantasies that you want to make happen? Tell me about it in the comments below or slide into my DMs on twitter with the dirty details.
Source: MasturbationMonth.com
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